I used to be able to sit
cross-legged when I was 5
I would curl up into a little
ball
Most likely because I was 4 feet
tall
And my body could bend in all
sorts of ways
And bruises and scraps would
magically go away
Like the problems we faced on a
regular day
Of school
Kindergarten was where we used to
rule
But 11 years later and my mind is
all torn
I’ve got people to see and work
to do
And a laundry list of things to
get done
Some days it’s likely I don’t see
the sun
Cuz I’m crammed in my room
suffering from work
And I complain to my father
That it’s senior year and I
should be out.
We all have hard.
And that’s all I really have to
worry about.
But you see
Its my complaining and
maintaining which
Makes me realize what I’m saying
And how my words actually sound
To the people I see around
The ones who struggle and fight
for food every night
And those who are forced to find
the hardest ways
To get any sort of pay
We all have hard.
But I see
More than the average rich white
American.
Because I see
The opportunities given to me
My parents always told me “Don’t
waste that food on your plate”
Because food was a gift but I was
too cross-legged to see that.
It’s the gifts I’ve been given
that I need to make a living
Not for me
But make a living to better
someone.
Life is about relationships
And I need to make them
meaningful
There’s no major in college for
the collage I’ll major in
Relationships with people of
different backgrounds I’ll savior it
Helping people finding jobs to
raise their kids who do nothing but sit
Around and wait for someone to
educate their minds that haven’t been lit
Because I complain and maintain
your average GPA
But I’ll gladly try to fix
problems of the world without seeing day
Because sometimes that
cross-legged kid curled up inside you like a little ball
Feels forced to change the ones
who struggle into the ones
Who can tell their dad it’s their
senior year
And that their family no longer
has something to fear
Because they will get an
education and a job
That can keep this family alive
and away from the mob
And they thank their parents for
the opportunities they were given
They will live well while wilding
living.
My body used to bend in all sorts
of ways
Now it’s sore and rigid and I
must stretch to play
But my mind which was once so
torn at 16
Is now bending in directions and
I’ve got a new view
And it starts with the
relationship of me and my food